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Abstract Why recreate the scar? Till now, the trauma of the experience of life and the difficulties of life are obscurely interlinked. Those questions, from time to time, pop out and prompt the author to look for the answer. The author constantly observes the past and the present while forcing herself to analyze current perceptions of self in a rational perspective. Whenever the inner struggle over the past self-perceived self is broken and disappears and when the author sometimes experiences time and again the feeling of devastation, healing and rebirth, then again re-devastation, re-birth, keeping a non-stop cycle of life experience. The reality of the physical body cannot withstand repeated devastation and disappearance and create a soul of entrusting. To solve the creation of the author’s own family and internal problems and look forward to reconstructing the ideal and happy utopian family. The author makes use of the mixed media to install the object and photographic reorganization techniques to reproduce the internal security space. By using the terms uterine anomalies pregnancy, a metaphor of the molar pregnancy, from the uterus, molar pregnancy, association of labor pains, she extends them to her mother, to her family. This study has been planned in accordance with the following creative schema: the first chapter「Introduction」describes the creative background and the purpose of creation, the thesis structure and the creative process, description of the key terms. The second chapter 「Theoretical Foundations」is divided into psychoanalysis, art therapy, and academic papers. These theoretical foundations’ retrospective will create a background of outstanding works to look for childhood trauma effects on personality and creation. The third chapter 「Creative Ideas and Forms」describes the core idea of 「Fetal Transformation」 and 「Mother’s Eyes」,「Separation and Labor Pain series」,「Round series」 a series of three creative ideas and form contents. Chapter 4, 「Media Application and Technical Analysis」, touches on the application of finished materials, creative techniques and creative process. Chapter 5, 「Creative Achievements and Descriptions」, three series of works and achievements together with the analysis of its creation. Chapter 6,「Conclusion」is the final review of 「Achievements and Values」and 「Future Outlook and Recommendations」.
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